ashtanga yoga
Somewhere between the extremes of effort and surrender lies the harmonious
equilibrium called yoga. Holding both extremes at the same time, we
essentially short-circuit conditioned mind. If what we mean by yoga
is "union", then the Ashtanga practice is a valuable tool
to experience this dynamic balance of opposites. So we look for the
middle path: not too tight, not too loose.
Practice is like a map: we have to start from where we are. It is difficult
to see ourselves clearly without a formal discipline to learn about
our tendencies. Transformation occurs not in denying or resisting, but
in accepting and allowing. Bringing the body back into alignment with
the natural flow of breath, we harmonize the organism with the surrounding
environment.
The postures in the primary series help to release stagnant energy in
the body and mind. The slightest misalignment in posture can inhibits
the free flow of breath, preventing the mind from resting completely.
Learning to breathe deeply not only relaxes the body, but also helps
focus the mind. Ashtanga practice fairly forces the practitioner to
learn to breathe deeply.
What distinguishes practice from performance? Curiosity, a childlike
attitude of wonder. Asking, "What is this all about?" instead
of, "How can I get it right?" Practice has no goal, which
frustrates ego. In the absence of ego's drive to reinforce its existence,
there is not much to say. Ego says, "I know." Beginner's mind
says, "Really? I never knew that!" Ego says, "Look at
me!" Beginner's mind says nothing, just taking it all in. Ego is
anything that takes you out of the direct experience of the present
moment. Pride and self-congratulations are its ambassadors. Humbleness
is ego's antidote.